1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9...

what do you think would happen if 10 will be said
will I die, will I cry, will I sigh but why is it too hard for me to let go of what already happen so I just want to say bye bye and good night.

If I had a choice between what I want or for the sake of helping somebody. Its really a very hard choice its so hard can I reject someone who really loves me, its really hard to get rid of someone who loves you but I don't want to make someone worse of what she already is my conscience cannot make that very hard to make that choice. So what should I Really do.

...We're breaking and rebuilding and we're growing, always guessing
Never knowing
We're shocking but we're nothing
We're just moments, we're clever but we're clueless
We're just human, amusing and confusing
We're trying, but where is this all leading?
We'll never know...

-From the song of Jack Johnson