Thursday, November 11, 2010





I have been waiting for only a short time but to me it felt like a year, we just need to pray to the Lord to guide us to be repelled by temptations just fold your hands, kneel, and think the positive things that you want to ask him...




Tuesday, September 21, 2010





1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9...

what do you think would happen if 10 will be said
will I die, will I cry, will I sigh but why is it too hard for me to let go of what already happen so I just want to say bye bye and good night.



Wednesday, September 1, 2010






If I had a choice between what I want or for the sake of helping somebody. Its really a very hard choice its so hard can I reject someone who really loves me, its really hard to get rid of someone who loves you but I don't want to make someone worse of what she already is my conscience cannot make that very hard to make that choice. So what should I Really do.

...We're breaking and rebuilding and we're growing, always guessing
Never knowing
We're shocking but we're nothing
We're just moments, we're clever but we're clueless
We're just human, amusing and confusing
We're trying, but where is this all leading?
We'll never know...

-From the song of Jack Johnson



Tuesday, August 24, 2010





Finally hhhheeeeeeeee weeee my life is both luck and bad luck what if I manifest only the luck, what do you think would happen to my life I would be successful and fun. I would rather be in a small box rather to be in an empty field.



Sunday, August 22, 2010





I just broke the shell of a of a unattractive girl and see her inner and beautiful self. I'm only doing this cause I want to experience having one so whats the point of living without someone loving you. So those rejected girls don't loose hope cause somewhere out there you will find someone to love you

The best way to forget ones self is to look at the world with attention and love.

-Red Auerbach



Tuesday, August 10, 2010





If only I could go back to the past I would like to change today and tomorrow . So here I am waiting for a miracle Lord give my life blessings

“Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't
own it, but you can use it. You can't keep
it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it
you can never get it back.”

Harvey MacKay



Wednesday, August 4, 2010





Dear Lord,

I thank you Lord for the life. Lord help me get well to my illness, Lord give me the strength to help other people when I get well Lord. Lord give knowledge and wisdom Lord Have mercy to those people who do not know or despise you oh Lord. Thank you.Sweetest Lord, make me appreciative of the dignity of my high vocation, and its many responsibilities. Never permit me to disgrace it by giving way to coldness, unkindness, or impatience.




Sunday, August 1, 2010





Four Days, Four Hours, Four Minutes, or Four Seconds not seeing you is unbearable, seeing you hurt is making my eyes sob. How can I make you happy if won't let me try, how can I be with you if you keep on ignoring me. I'm a true friend why are doing this to me why?

The moment we indulge our affections, the earth is metamorphosed, there is no winter and no night; all tragedies, all ennui s, vanish, all duties even.

Ralph Waldo Emerson



Friday, July 30, 2010





Hold on before it's too late.
We'll run 'til we leave this behind.
Don't fall, just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives.

If you'll feel like pain is inside you I will always be here for you keeping you safe in my heart. I would rather put my life at stake than to see you getting hurt, or cry because of someone.







I woke up last night with a big smile on my face, and the reason of my happy face is because I am thinking of you. Why did you leave me alone in this dark place with no one to talk to, why did you leave me creating an imaginary friend, and now I'm laughing here like I'm crazy but I'm not so here I am waiting for you to come back and open the doors to my freedom.



I am Your Fatha

If a bee would disappear from the surface of the earth man would have no more than 3 years to live Albert Einstein